cinderella sells hope by the vendor cart
written by jessica yu
illustrated by miye sugino
“no matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true.” – Cinderella
she calls out from under her cart’s awning, urging
me to remember her again, cinderella. (you and i, friends
since birth, girls with pretty destinies whose biggest job is to
believe. so believe.) and she presses a bottle
against my heart, asks if there’s someone i love because
it’s a buy one get one free, and there’s no better gift in this wonderful
world than the latest bottle of hope (you and i, main characters with
big destinies. can i crack open your rib cage, tarot-read the
patterns in which they shatter?) and she tells me to open my
heart because she loves me, because disney loves me, because
the world loves me. i ask her what a princess is doing here (you and i,
exploring limitless loss? home?...possibilities, finding our true selves
so trust this drink and drink), ask her where prince charming is (you
and i, sick hope why?) , where her fairy godmother is (you and i, d-ead hope
less?), where did she get all this hope from? (you and i, you and i, you and i, you
and i buy a whole carton and start downing them on the spot.